(9:10 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Hey 
(9:11 PM) Richard: hey reaper 
whats up? 
(9:12 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I lost twiggy  
(9:12 PM) Richard: 
are you ok? 
(9:12 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: No 
(9:12 PM) Richard: still be friends with her right? 
(9:13 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Idk 
(9:13 PM) Richard: want to be friends with her? 
(9:14 PM) Richard: don't do anything irrational while you are suffering from the breakup
you'll feel abit better soon  
(9:15 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I just want her back 
(9:16 PM) Richard: maybe she found the distance thing too much to deal with? 
(9:16 PM) Richard: there's plenty more fish in the sea...
it will take a while to feel better 
(9:17 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: There's someone that made moves on her and now she needs to think so i said i wouldn't come online for awhile so she can think and she said that she will miss me more then before and i know she still Loves me i just don't get it 
(9:18 PM) Richard: i think it means...she wants someone in real life 
(9:19 PM) Richard: pleeeease don't stop going online!
you have friends here  
(9:20 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I even told her what i said to you that i think she's the one but ugh nvm i am just not worth it sorry to bother you with this  bye 
(9:20 PM) (li)Reaper(li)(L)u4€v€r is now Offline 
(9:20 PM) Richard: nooooooo
i'm always here to listen 
 
 
(9:53 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I think that no one of ST really knows how much she means to me and why shouldn't i stop of going online? 
(9:53 PM) Richard: because...we're friends
and we want to talk to yo
you*
i know how much she means to you... 
(9:54 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I doubt you really know how much and you know twiggy was the only one that talked to me the last few days 
(9:56 PM) Richard: i'll try to help you..anyway i can 
(10:02 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: How could you help me?and you know she sounds like idk...even her msg is adressed to me and she even said that she don't know what she will do if she didn't had me ugh i just don't get it  
(10:03 PM) Richard: help you get through it.. 
(10:05 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Well she said she needs time to think,she still Loves me,she said she will miss me more then before,...what do you think?do i still make a chance? 
(10:07 PM) Richard: i uh...
i think the real life thing
is big  
(10:07 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Ok she already talked with you about it i guess 
(10:08 PM) Richard: nope
she hates me remember 
(10:08 PM) Richard: i'm the anti-american or something arather 
(10:09 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Lol she doesn't hate you 
(10:09 PM) Richard: she said she didn't like me once 
(10:10 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Believe me she doesn't hate you 
(10:10 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: And why do you think the real life thing is big? 
(10:10 PM) Richard: because an online relationship is hard 
(10:11 PM) Richard: none of this is your fault... 
(10:12 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Well if you really Love each other you can make it work and she also said that if i wouldn't come back online she would fly to belgium to find me...so wth does that means then? 
(10:13 PM) Richard: it means don't make a silly decision in a horrible situation..
stay online
be friends with her
talk to her still 
(10:13 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Idk if i can do thatit will hurt to much 
(10:16 PM) Richard: it will hurt less in the long run
hindsight is a wonderful thing.. 
(10:16 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I doubt it will hurt less 
(10:24 PM) Richard: how many times have you broken up with girls? 
(10:25 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: They always broke up with me and like 4 or 5 girls 
(10:25 PM) Richard: there's always another girl..
you'll find the one soon 
(10:26 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I already found the one and that is twiggy 
(10:58 PM) Richard: you need a better profile pic.. 
(10:59 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Why? 
(10:59 PM) Richard: it's never good to surround yourself with depressing images... 
(11:00 PM) Richard: did things seem different in the last few days
to your first days of being with her? 
(11:00 PM) Richard: were they more filled with mystery, lack of information, general unresponsiveness and above all, abit of fighting? 
(11:01 PM) Richard: opposed to those coffee conversations where i'm sure you two had alot of fun
talking..enjoying the conversations 
(11:01 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: No there wasn't something different 
(11:02 PM) Richard: mhmm
really? 
(11:02 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Yeah really 
(11:02 PM) Richard: what's to stop you two having coffee conversations
again? 
(11:03 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Well we talked about different stuff but not exactly about coffee 
(11:03 PM) Richard: rofl
i dont mean
about coffee  
(11:04 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: The only thing that is different is that she changed from church 
(11:05 PM) Richard: what?
changed from church? 
(11:05 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Yeah she's going to an other church now 
(11:06 PM) Richard: you mean same religion though? 
(11:06 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Yeah 
(11:06 PM) Richard: what does changing church
have to do with anything? 
(11:06 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Idk nothing i guess 
(11:07 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: And she was kinda busy lately so we talked not as much as we used to do  
(11:08 PM) Richard: naw
 
(11:10 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: But i understood that she was busy but other then that there was nothing different she still said <3 and we still cuddled
So i don't understand what went wrong  
(11:12 PM) Richard: real life...
i think she needs something she can physically see 
(11:13 PM) Richard: it's something you can't really fix...
look at it this way, it's not because of you 
(11:13 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Well it feels like it's because of me  
(11:17 PM) Richard: i don't think it was you...i think whatever it was, was out of your hands 
(11:18 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Well still it feels like it was me 
(11:24 PM) Richard: 
 
(11:29 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: What 
(11:32 PM) Richard: hope you can get some sleep..
but
please
continue going online.. 
(11:33 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I haven't slept in 3 days 
(11:33 PM) Richard: what
why? 
(11:34 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I can't 
(11:34 PM) Richard: why not?
this only happened today right? 
(11:34 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Idk 
(11:35 PM) Richard: yesterday? 
(11:35 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: Yesterday 
(11:35 PM) Richard: ah 
(11:39 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: And idk if i will continue to come online 
(11:41 PM) Richard: you don't want to talk to any of us...?
don't you need people to talk to?
friends? 
(11:42 PM) Reaperu4€v€r: I really don't know sorry